suddenly, i feel the lonliness and despair in me once again.
it's back.
yes.
it came so much of a sudden tt i do not know how to react.
i was waiting for wei and sealion.... when it came back.
SO SUDDEN.
we were suppose to go newton....
then, i dont feel like going.
i waited for more than half and hour... then i dont feel like going.
!?!?!?!?!
walking up to the canteen...
i felt so depressed.
then they were taking photos and talking at the table near orange bowl.
to say the truth... i felt so left out.
then we went to buy drinks.
i ordered ribena.
the uncle heard khoo's ribena mixed 100+
then he gave me tt.
i dont like tt.
everything is going agnst me isnt it?
okay.... it's just a minor problem.
FINE.
walking out of sch...
they were talking laughing all the way.
but i dont feel the high-ness.
i was walking alone... then wang came up to me.
she say i look very bei1 can3.
-.-
i am feeling bei1 can3.
then 4 of them took a cab and went off.
left wei khoo mandy and me.
then they flagged a cab.
i really DONT feel like going.
so i left... and went to macs.
ordered double fillet meal upsize. wanted coke.
that macs person gave me double cheese, norm meal, green tea.-.-
so idiot.
then i was waiting for cab.
waited for nearly half an hour.
i cried in the cab.
the uncle freaked out i guess.
reached home at near 10?
wtf.
i've got nth else to say.
BYE.
god bless.
i love st nicks.
smiles for all.